tired.. extremely tired

yesterday morning woke up at 6 30 am..whn back home, kept on yawning.. wanted to sleep but then i didnt.. online and went to had dinner.. after dinner went shop awhile.. whn reached home, d lipstick mum bought was broken.. had to sent her to the mall again.. at least she helped me dye my hair after we were back. now my hair is red copper colour.. haha.. today morning woek up at 6 30am again.. went to youthpark to exercise.. joined the crowd to hv d aerobics dance. haha.. vr nice.. maybe will go again. ;) went to had breakfast with ai ting. ate porridge.. on d way told her much things about my relationships.. haha.. she also thought that i'm stupid.. haha.. i am. but what could i do? sigh~ it's over.. now i wanna play..and i feel extremely tired.. need sleep and rest !!! toodles~ off to bed.. zzZ~

SPM over!

finally.. the day i've been waited for has reached!! tadaa~~ the last day of SPM for me.. hehe.. after EST paper went back home, then after bathe went to Gurney till 12am.. met new friends.. all from Union High School... what shall i say about them? hmm.. different from my friends.. totally different. haha. but glad to know them also. hehe.. gurney new wing was boring to me.. there's nothing to walk.. so empty.. and it smells like a new building. maybe if u're rich and u'll say thr's good to shop.. but i'm not.. i just waslk passed the shops.. didnt really look at the things also.. now i feel so tired.. wanna sleep.. tomorrow going to Queensbay. hope wont spend much money.. hehe.. must save.. save money.. maybe wna go search for jobs.. maybe.. depends.. haha.. goodnight.. i cant continue.. very very sleepy though i drank tea just now. haha. that tea really helps. xD it's been a tired day for me.. i'll sleep very well tonight.. haha.. toodles~

damn these robbers

just now .. and i meant just now.. mum got robbed while she went to buy mamak food. how careless is she to leave the handbag in the car and only took the purse.. but at least the purse is safe! haha.. i wondered how the robber open the car lock and took d bag in less than 5 minutes.. now my mum's car lock there gt a hole.. all thanks to the I-Don't-Know-Who. hope my mum's things will be found by kind people and will return back home. sigh~
i wish all the robbers get rob back someday!! let them feel it. and may all d robbers won't have good lives and always live in fear.. muahahhahahaha~

miss you still??

these days.. i've been thinking of you..wanted to text you but don't want to receive the answer i don't hope to receive. miss you but couldn't tell you.. hard to keep this feelings to my own.. wanted to tell you how much i want you and how much i missed u.. how much i wished we didnt break up.. these feelings.. been in my heart for months. i always wondered.. why i couldn't get over you still? why last time i could. what is the difference? it's still the same person that left me. i feel helpless. always admire other couples. seeing them happy together and sweet.. i can't imagine how my life will be in the future.. who will be my partner? who will be the one making me happy? who will be the one i love? all i can imagine is being back together with you but i know it's impossible and i promised myself i don't want that to happen again. must look forward.. sigh~ hope i can get over you by having fun with friends. may you be happy whenever, wherever you are, whoever you be with and whatever you're doing..
best wishes from me..

gonna be over soon

sorry for the late update.. thanks to SPM. finally after this week SPM will be over and i'm free. thinking of where shall i go first.. no idea yet. i'm so regret for not studying Chemistry.. it's actually quite easy if you studied.. too sad i didnt. or else i might get an A.. but it is also because of my school's exam.. always set the paper till so hard and i almost fail it. made me no more confident to study and understand it.. why i didnt study Chemistry? why? why? why?~!!! hate myself.. now still studying for Physics. the paper i always fail.. hope it will be as easy as Chemistry.. don't want to feel regret for another paper again.. have to study till finish.. 3 more days and i'll be free.. don't have to look at the books anymore. can't wait to hangout with my friends again.. till now, even Watchren has the confident to score 8 A's.. but me?? i feel like i only can score 3.. my goodness.. no confident at all. i wish i scould score at least 5 A's or i'm dead.. made a promise/deal with my mum.. i'll be broke if i don't achieve her target. dec.. college searching.. which college offers the best course for hospitality and hotel management,in Penang. if Penang none then will look further. haha. hope i'll get into a good qualification college..
God bless me for the next 3 days! ;)

I can wait forever by simple plan

a song that i like.. love the words..

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So I try to find the words that I could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, man I wish that I could stay
And I can't lie
But every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
There's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it
I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait (I can wait)
I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever...

loner in school

today was such a memorable day
first time in my schooling life
i was alone in my class
i was the only one who went to school today
none of my classmates were there
i thought at least will be 2 or 3 friends but none
haha.. anyway, it was fine with me, luckily i brought my things there. so i was not bored at all.
and the teachers, came in signed the pemantauan then off went out again
but it's better to be alone as friends will make me keep on chatting and playing
that's nit my plan to go to school
plan to go there to study as if i stay at home i'll sleep
just like during moday, slept till 2pm. wasted my whole day didnt study anything
will less blog until after spm i guess
last sunday was my cousin's wedding
went to ipoh to join it
maybe will post some pictures up later
happy for her :)
but till the end of the dinner, there was a fight among my relatives. sigh~
luckily my cousin and her newly-wed husband had gone away. or else will be so shame
spm is on the coming tuesday
my my my.. so fast.. means about a month more i'll be free and spm will be over! yay~
hope it will pass quickly in a blink of an eye
;D

oh ya, OBAMA won!!! heard that he won 2/3 of the votes. congrats to him and to America
guess most people around the world support him
anyway, it's america's fortune to have him as Her president :)