Life has changed so much since then.
I've came to KL for a year already to continue my studies. And my results suck to the max. I don't know what's happening to me. I'm lack of motivation to do anything. I just sit around sleep all day.
Sometimes I wonder is it I'm being like this for taking everything for granted? For I believe I can pass doing last minute studies just like how I did in diploma? I feel ashamed of myself sometimes. I know i have to put it more hard work and effort and yet, I'm still carrying on with this attitude.
If I continue like this, I know someday I will be doomed. Just hope I can change my attitude and be more realistic in life. I'm an adult now. No more easy life for me unless I can struggle through and make my life a better one. Till now, everything I had, everything I have, all thanks to my parents. But will I be able to be like them or even better than them in the future? I know I won't if I continue with this attitude.
Please CHANGE !!!
