i passed!!

haha.. i'm happy to know that i passed my malay paper for the first time this year!! for the past years i have been studying, i never fail my malay paper. but do not know why, i failed twice this yr! and now for the trial results, i finally passed! haha.. though the result is nt tht good, just got 56%, i should be satisfied. ;) other than that, i think i also passed my physics.haha. thank God for it. this trial exam, i didnt really finish studying all the chapters. some i just kinda flipped through. after studied this few days, feel that i should study earlier, then i could obtain more marks in the trial exam. but it's too late.. boo-hoo~ now i know most of my results already. i failed my history. only got 47%. teacher said it's ok. above 30 in our school trial we could pass in the spm already. so i guess maybe i could get a B if i work harder on it. besides that, i also know my chinese. same marks as my malay paper. hope my english won't get the same marks though. if can sure hope will get higher. haha. i'm scare of my language subject. my languages are terrible.. i can't write well. i'm just always out of idea what to write for the essays. i'm ready to let go of tht 3 A's. :X

bro's gone

finally
bro had gone back to KL
haha
finally peace is back
but my camera is gone
sobx~
bro took it as he might need it
but i took something from him -- PSP
haha
actually i was quite surprised that he would allow me to have it
*grin*
anyway
last few days holiday is too short
not even enough for me to finish a subject
haiz.. i'm still studying slowly form5 physic. form 4's i havent touch yet! no more time for me
feel like crying
these days i feel happy
no idea why.maybe i'm enjoying my life
no worries, no burdens and no controlling
totally free..well except control from my mum and worries for the spm
SPM really kills me
left 2 more months then i'll be partying or maybe working
haha
my college.. mostly will be in penang as KL's life expenses will be a burden. hope i'll manage to find a good college to go into. ;)

how my bro described me

this thing is like ages.haha.. i think like 2 yrs ago of what my bro wrote about me.haha.
anyway.. i like to keep it :)

She is cute when she was young,

She is rude when she grow up,

She is sweet when she eager for things,

She is mean when she have her things,

She is sad when i m happy,

She is happy when she make fun of me,

She is kind when she likes it,

She is cruel when nobody around,

She looks normal when face to face,

She looks crazy with the picture of her face,

She is good at sports or others i dunno,

She is bad at singing i m for sure,

She is the only sister i have,

For now or ever that will never change!!

Oi, nice lerrr?? Whahahahaha

PS: it’s true of what he wrote about me..

;p

a song i like recently..love the words

眼泪笑了

比想象中更痛 你真的没回头
我命令眼泪不许失控
回忆不跟你走 都挤在我心中
我就有责任让它值得被珍重

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折
是美的

心碎成了沙漠 就快开凿绿洲
我没有时间不知所措
你温柔的双手 本就不属于我
又何必在乎它以后属于谁呢

谢谢你曾让我难过
谢谢我没有想太多
当爱情左盼右顾的时候

我眼泪都笑了 谁还想哭呢
再勇敢的站着 找回光和热
面对你的时候 我不会舍不得
因为你已是过客 因为路有些曲折

你眼泪都笑了 谁还会哭呢
来不及完美的 就唱首骊歌
想起你的时候 我不是卑微的
反而我没有遗憾 因为我已爱过你
深深的

finally i found out

haha..what i found out?
something which disturbed me
but now i found out already, i'm good as normal
the thing is.. i found out my ex is in a relationship.. with who?? someone i don't know
haha.. but then it's a bit disappoinment when i heard about it due to something she told me last time
i couldn't concentrate in my study
anyway, now i found out the real thing
and i can concentrate again ^^
all i can say is i wish her every happiness^^
it's a good thing she's over me
haha
am i over her? right now, i'm not.. i'm in d precess of it
but i will soon be over her
haha
after spm, i'm gonna be aiming for a new one! better than my past! haha
and i'll be happy with her.
right now, spm will be my aim.
wish me luck (cross fingers)