What If By Ashley Tisdale

Don't speak.
I can't believe...
This is here happening.
Our situation isn't right.
Get real, who you playing with?
I never thought you'd be like this.
You were supposed to be there by my side.

When you say that you want me, I just don't believe it.
You're always ready to give up&&never turn around.

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight?

I'm so sick of worrying that you're gonna quit over anything.
I can trip&&you let go like that.
&&everything that we ever were...
It seems to fade, but not the hurt.
Cause you don't know the good things from the bad.

When I say that I want you, you know that I mean it.
&&in my hour of weakness, there's still time to try.

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a fight?

Everytime I speak you try&&stop me, cause every little thing I say is wrong.
You say you're noticing, but you'll never see.
This is who I really am, but you can't relate.
Makes me wanna know right now if it's me you'll live with out, or would you change your mind?

What if I need you?

But what if I need you baby?
Would you even try to save me?
Or would you find some lame excuse to never be true?
What if I said I loved you?
Would you be the one to run to?
Or would you watch me walk away without a...

Oh baby, what if I need you?

Yeah, yeah.

What if I need...
What if I need you?

Oh, what if I need you?

If I need you, you, you... ?

At Least There Is...

This was written by my brother. I like some part of it.

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I am willing to sacrafice everything,
At least there is you always right beside me,
Because you are like an angel to me…

Maybe I can even forget everything,
At least there is you always there to love me,
Because you are like a whole world to me…

you

I don't know what happened lately. I feel moody. Whenever I see you, I don't know what to do. Yesterday when I was in front of your friends, I don't know why I acted like that too. Maybe I was hoping for you to come to me rather than I come to you but it didn't happen that way. I've been thinking lately, whether you still love me or am I the one that's changing. The things we seek in partners are different. I thank you for changing yourself for me. When I heard your friend talked bout you, how were you last time and now you changed much for me, I'm really touched. I know you did change yourself because I told you what I don't like. I'm a person that very care about messaging while you're a person that lazy to message. Everytime you just reply me shortly until when my friends saw it they also felt surprised. Maybe I'm not the one that you're searching for. I don't have the qualities that you seek in a partner. I don't even know why we'll ended up together. I always wonder what is it in you that attracts me until I will love you so much and can't let you go. People always say love has no reason but to me love has reason yet right now I can't find the reason. I don't know whether I'm right for holding on to you. All I know is I still miss you very much. Maybe even more. I wish you feel the same way too.

*I love you.*

no idea

no idea what to post
just wna post something
haha
anyway, exam's over, holidays startin'
yet not working ;)
realx
enjoy and rest for the whole 3 weeks
but.... no income at all.. sobs...