i will not forget the best night ever in my life till now!
24th of October 2008
graduation dinner for the 2008 Penang Chinese Girls' High School' s Form5 graduates
the committee members did a superb job i must say
all of us think that too. love y'all. miss it.. wished time would stop at yesterday night
the night was fun and memorable
it was the best graduation dinner ever
even our principal also said it's good
:D
yesterday the programmes were awesome. though i missed some of it but i know they are good.
i was so high throughout the night. shouting all the way, untill i almost lost my voice. it was like partying all night long!
my class's interclass item won the best! we are so surprised to won it because other classes were good too.. ying wan cried and cant believe what she heard. haha.. i was so.. i dont know how to describe.. wow!~ love the feeling! haha
everyone was at their best in performing and dressing
all of them were so pretty. especially my class -- S5I
whole bunch of pretty girsl! i'm so lucky to be in the class. my new laopo,sin yee, became so pretty. abu, jinny, all of u.. wow!! blew me away! love you all..
my laopo.. haha.. also pretty.. as usual.. :)
at the end.. many people cried.. i wanted to cry to but i cant.. my tears just wont fall. i wish i cried too.. such a wonderful night. sigh~ :(
i bet every PCGHS 2008 form 5 girls will remember 24 of October forever. it will always be in our memories. i love 2008 PCGHS's form 5s!! you girls rock!!!
i'm sp happy to be in this school and have all of you as my friends
and oh, nicole. haha.. though i only known u better yesterday, we had a great night. had soooo much fun with you. must hangout again sometimes wey. xD.. love you hun~^^
S5I/2008 forever!!!! i love you!! S5I is the best!!! best class ever!!
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
new camera
yay!! finally today get a new camera.. a SLR camera
but it's not for me..i'll only use it for like a week
cz it's bro's.. next week he's coming back and i'm gonna say bye-bye to this camera..
this camera is nice
haha.. 1st time i got a camera like this..
it's Nikon D40.. dont really know what's d difference la. haha
runaway from school
didnt go to school today as they didnt go also
stayed at home doing nothing except wasting my time on9 d whole morning
later gonna go out to see camera. bro need one for his studies..
finally i can have that type of camera. haha.. i wanted to buy since beginning of the year.. still saving my money.. suddenly bro said he needs one so mum gonna buy for him.
which means i dont have to buy ..
just now signed in to msn.. aunt sent me a message saying grandpa fell down from picking rambutans.. i bet he must have fell from quite a height.. he's in hospital now. aunt is with him. but why they didnt tell mum? just now sent a message to inform mum but she didnt reply me about anything yet.. hope he's doing alright
hope he'll be fine..
神, 保佑他吧！
stayed at home doing nothing except wasting my time on9 d whole morning
later gonna go out to see camera. bro need one for his studies..
finally i can have that type of camera. haha.. i wanted to buy since beginning of the year.. still saving my money.. suddenly bro said he needs one so mum gonna buy for him.
which means i dont have to buy ..
just now signed in to msn.. aunt sent me a message saying grandpa fell down from picking rambutans.. i bet he must have fell from quite a height.. he's in hospital now. aunt is with him. but why they didnt tell mum? just now sent a message to inform mum but she didnt reply me about anything yet.. hope he's doing alright
hope he'll be fine..
神, 保佑他吧！
Monday, October 20, 2008
hard to breathe
it had started since few months ago
sometimes i feel like my heart is pain..
my heart is weak..
not strong enough to pump the blood
today.. i felt it again
while driving, my heart was pain again
seeing nowadays many young people died.. made me feel that what if i died too?
what if suddenly my heart stop beating? what if suddenly you contact me but no answer?
maybe you wont even know
if i really die, how will you feel? maybe it's just normal thing that happens daily..and you dont feel anything
but i wont do tht.. i dont wish that to happen as spm is so near.. i dont wanna lose my chane to take the exams. i need them
sometimes i feel like my heart is pain..
my heart is weak..
not strong enough to pump the blood
today.. i felt it again
while driving, my heart was pain again
seeing nowadays many young people died.. made me feel that what if i died too?
what if suddenly my heart stop beating? what if suddenly you contact me but no answer?
maybe you wont even know
if i really die, how will you feel? maybe it's just normal thing that happens daily..and you dont feel anything
but i wont do tht.. i dont wish that to happen as spm is so near.. i dont wanna lose my chane to take the exams. i need them
lies.. fakes..
today i had a weird feeling
while at school i was so happy. playing with them.. talking here laughing there
but dont know why after school dismissed, while driving.. thought of stupid questions
i think back of someone again..think that what if someday tht someone finds me back? what shall i do? but i gave myself an answer : that someone is not going to find you back anymore. it's over..
i cant really get over it though outside i may seem like it.
while driving back from school, i was so moody. dont wanna talk at all
after reached home, only me alone. dad went out.
i looked at myself in the mirror, i dont know who am i anymore
what am i? i feel like i'm a faker. i feel that everything that had happened was not happening in my life. it all became memories.. i feel like crying. i wanna spill out everything but i cant. i dont know what to say to release my feelings.. i kept on telling my friends that i wanna flirt. thinking of it, i know i cant. people kept on telling me that i can find a better one.. but my problem is i cant find the one i have feel with. why i cant move on my life?
i really hate my life
i wish i could control the time. control everything that's gonna happen.
it's been a month.. i told myself that i would not believe in you again.. you gave me fake hopes, fake happiness, fake laughters.. you filled my life with lies.. i really wish i can stop thinking of you. but i cant. i still wish to hear from you.. if we have one more chance, i might will choose to be lied again.. choose to let my life be filled with lies again..
for now, i know i'm stupid.
while at school i was so happy. playing with them.. talking here laughing there
but dont know why after school dismissed, while driving.. thought of stupid questions
i think back of someone again..think that what if someday tht someone finds me back? what shall i do? but i gave myself an answer : that someone is not going to find you back anymore. it's over..
i cant really get over it though outside i may seem like it.
while driving back from school, i was so moody. dont wanna talk at all
after reached home, only me alone. dad went out.
i looked at myself in the mirror, i dont know who am i anymore
what am i? i feel like i'm a faker. i feel that everything that had happened was not happening in my life. it all became memories.. i feel like crying. i wanna spill out everything but i cant. i dont know what to say to release my feelings.. i kept on telling my friends that i wanna flirt. thinking of it, i know i cant. people kept on telling me that i can find a better one.. but my problem is i cant find the one i have feel with. why i cant move on my life?
i really hate my life
i wish i could control the time. control everything that's gonna happen.
it's been a month.. i told myself that i would not believe in you again.. you gave me fake hopes, fake happiness, fake laughters.. you filled my life with lies.. i really wish i can stop thinking of you. but i cant. i still wish to hear from you.. if we have one more chance, i might will choose to be lied again.. choose to let my life be filled with lies again..
for now, i know i'm stupid.
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