what's my feeling?

yesterday was my school's graduation dinner performances rehearsal. i met her again. but i'm glad as i don't have that feeling anymore. haha. i was so happy for the whole day. today met her again. both of us acted like strangers. it's normal to me. hehe. i don't know what's my feeling. all i know is, i don't wanna disturb her anymore. she's happy, i'm happy for her. but i will find my own happiness too. :) after being single again, i found my happiness again. i found back my long lost freedom, carefree, happy-go-lucky pals. i'm glad that they're back with me again. oh yea.. today after recess, on my way to my class with 2 of my friends, there were this bunch of form 4 girls.. i don't know what are they talking about. maybe is about my friends and me or maybe not. but the way they say is so sarcastic. back in class, my friends told me that those girls always stare at them, like they were their enemies but in fact they dont even know them. she said they will look at you from head to toe like examinine you. why don't they examinine themselves? why they wanna spend their time in observing other people? better go use that time to learn to be polite and upgrade themselves. anyway, these girls have no relations with me. i don't wanna have anything with them too.. less people less problems. :P