no hurt at all.. yesh~

today was a funny day. haha.. I don't know exactly what had happened :S. today when i woke up in the afternoon, received messages.. one of them was from somebody.. asked me to give her a chance again.. i was like, owh should I after what had happened in the past? but still i gave her. then until night, she regret. haha.. i should have guessed that.. anyway,i' so used to it that i dont feel hurt anymore. maybe is because i don't have feelings to her anymore? if so i must thank a special person for helping me to get over her.. haha.. too bad now that special person is the one my heart is beating for. when only i will find another special person to help me get over her? this kinda love will be endless in my lfe. when only i will find the one that i can stay together with for long? hard to find it. really admire those people that can find their true love and get married just like ellen and portia. look at them now, so happily married.. haha. now i'm just day dreaming.. will have to wake up and live in reality soon. anyway, i'm happy with my life now. no boundaries except for the money case. :( i still got love from people! haha.. love it.. xD