Depressed

2 10a.m. now. But I'm still awake.. Just saw someone's profile. No idea how I feel.. Been fooled again? Maybe.. I should explain to her tomorrow. :) Make things clear. I hate this situation. Everything is so blurred infront of my eyes. I can't see things clearly anymore. I fucking hate it. And there's one person I totally feel like hitting and shouting at. She's someone who owed me money since August 2008. Till now not even returned me a cent. Owed me RM90. Please return me my money. I really don't wanna have anything related to you anymore. But I know people like you won't return the money. Damn you!

Darlings :)

Finally!!
I found the one tht belongs to me
Not just one,but a few.. I know I'm bad
Still, as long as we're happy
I miss my darlings! haha

I hurt you. I'm sorry

Today, finally I'm over her already.. But then today I hurt a person. I'm so sorry but i really don't wanna hurt you deeper as time goes by. Later if we really get together but then I'll leave Penang soon.. That time will be harder and the hurt you get will be deeper. I'm sorry.. I can't treat you as my partner cause my feelings for you is not deep. I don't want you to get hurt deeper next time. Be with me you won't have the happiness.. I can't give you what you want and being with me is such a pressured life. I'm sorry. You'll find someone who is better than me and will make you happy.. But i will always be there for you when you need me cause you will always be my babe ;)

Friends

First of all, I wanna wish my friend, Zhu Mei happy birthday! haha.. Yesterday was her birthday. Went to Nothern Beach to celebrate with her and some of her friends. All of them were friendly and I got to know a new friend, Chris. =)
Today was my second day working.. Stood and distributed fliers like normal.. Luckily my colleagues are fun buddies.. I still can be who I am. haha Quite happy there.. Just have a few problems in memorising the products and stuffs. Anyway, I have to do well. :)
These days I got to know a friend. Last time chat with her before but only recently got closer with her and chat with her more often.. She's a fun girl. haha.. Make our chatting always fun and not boring but I'm always the one making her bore and sleepy. xP.. sorry Jayne :) Just wanna tell you that you do make me feel happier and better.. haha.. Thank you so much.. I appreciate it. ^^
I'll get over my problems very soon.. Will be sooner than I thought. =D

i gotta get over you

I must get over you
I have to move on with my life since you had moved on
I totally didn't expect that you will have a new bf which is a tb
I just can't accept it but still I have to
So long to you and I know you will be very happy with your new life and relationship
I will be happy too
I must be happy
She will make me happy again
I will concentrate in her from now on
Hope she won't let me down just like you did